Christmas without you was pretty bad but not as bad as I was expecting it to be but we all miss you very badly hopefully it will get better on us after this christmas. We all still love and miss you alot but know your in a better place. We went to Mamaw and Papaw Fillers house this morning it just didn't feel as exciting without you. It was definently different. We would like for you to come back, but know that is not going to happen but hope to see you in heaven someday soon. Today went good except you being gone that was pretty hard it was not like our normal Christmas's in the past. It was just different not being able to wake up and tell you "Merry Christmas". Hopefully someday we will be in heaven with you on Christmas. There wasn't as much spirit at breakfast this morning at Mamaw and Papaw Fillers' house it just seemed to me like we just met each other because there wasn't hardly any laughing and things like that it hurt looking all over and not seeing you that seemed to take my Holiday spirit away. Well I love you Dad and hope to see you sometime soon. I Love You Very Much, Cody