Hey dad you are still sincerely missed and loved even though you aren't here tonight in person I feel that you were with us some how. We all missed you tonight because 14 years ago today you and mom gave birth to Jordan. We are all very badly missing you on this day because it is his first birthday without you we held up pretty well until we started listening to the songs on your sight we all miss you dearly. We will really take it hard on christmas but hopefully you will be with us then like you are tonight we know you are with us tonight because we just took a picture of jordan and saw your image in the background. We are glad you come back to let us know you are alright and you still will be with us in our darkest hours.We know you will be there with us in our time of need you will be there with us when we really need to see a picture of you is when you will really stick beside us and be here to help us out in our time of need we know you are up there having a good time with your grandpa and grandma cutshaw. Hopefully we will see you in heaven soon someday and we will get to meet grandpa Bud and see grandma Cutshaw with us as a family again but we will really need you on Christmas to be with us and help us get through this Christmas. After this Christmas it will ease up a lot more. I love you and I hope to see you, Grandma, And Grandpa in heaven someday soon love you Daddy-Cody