Hey dad I Turned 14 today and it sucks so much that you aint here to see me. I am having a party tommorrow with friends we are going to play tackle football and im going to be thinking of you while we are playing because that was the part you loved to watch me and Cody play. I am going to play for South Greene High School next year. Today was a very bad day for me because I turned 14 I was looking forward to it for awhile but now that its here its just to hard on me dad you were the one who gave me this life and you left me here but I know it wasnt on purpose and I know you are in a better place now but I want one thing from you for my birthday please come back and tell me happy birthday and that you love me that is the only thing that I want from you but daddy I love you I wish you were still here for my life but dad it is going to make me stronger and you remember the times when we fought I miss those times now I will not take nothing from no one anytime I start to feel lonely I try to talk to mom about it but it dont help that much because when I talk about it she starts crying and I cry after words it really sucks without you. Me and Cody wonder if we will make it through this dad I miss you so bad and today 14 years ago you and mom give birth to me but if it wasnt for you I would not be here and dad I want to tell you one thing I love you for giving that opportunity to me to live this world well thats all I can say for now by dad thanks for giving me a chance to have a life and I love you dad love, Jordan