It is going to be very hard on all of us for a while considering the fact that the holidays are coming up soon. Jordan's birhday is in 4 days. That will be hard on him because it will be his first birthday without you. We know you aren't here in person but you are here in our hearts and that helps knowing we still have a part of you we love you and miss you but we all hope to see you again someday in heaven. Life can take us in the blink of an eye so i have learned to take life one day at a time. We are all doing better for now but the closer it gets the more painful it gets. We are all a little anxious to get the holidays over with. It will really start healing up then evn though we will still have an empty spot in our hearts for your presence. It is hard around this time for us because we are used to having you here with us for this kind of thing. Though you may not be here in person we all know you will still be here someway. Well we all love you, and know you are gone we wish you were back, but we know that you are not coming back, but you will always live on in our hearts. Love you dad, Cody