It's hard to believe that you won't be here to celebrate our oldest son's 14th birhtday in a few days. He really misses you and cries when he thinkd about having to grow up with out you to share his life with. This birthday is a big one for him and he wants you here so bad. I hope and pray that in some way you will give him peace and comfort on that day. He believes that you are watching over him, so please watch extra special on that day. Let him know that you are still with us in spirit somehow. Christmas is in a few weeks, we put up the tree a usual , but it does not sparkle as bright for us this year. Honey I'm trying my best to help them though this and move on, but we need your help, cause it's hard to do all alone. We go to church and pray to see you again someday, and sweetheart someday we will, I want to be with you now, but I have stay here to raise our children the best I can. With the grace of GOD We will have a long life before us, but in reality I know that it's only in the blink of an eye. Sleep now sweetheart, rest a while, we'll all be together again someday soon. I love you Annette