Hi honey, the boys and I went camping and fishing for the Meorial Day long week-end. I tried to keep things as normal as possible for them on this yet another family holiday. It's a good thing you taught them to fish cause as you know I don't like to bait hooks. They had a good time, we had friends down so that we would not be totally alone, that would have been to unbearable. But we still missed you and thought of all the past camping and fishing trips we took together. You would be so proud of them. They have really grown over the last several months, God , they are growing to fast! Cody is # one in his baseball team this year again and getting better every day. Jordan's baseball season starts next week,I remember Cody's first game without you and the sadness, but Jordan I feel it will hit the hardest, he is older had had more time with you as a coach. I only worry about how I'm going to keep up with their schedules of counseling and ball games, practices and be at every game with the work schedule I have. I can't be super mom and it is draining me, but I have to keep going, they depend on me. But God it is so hard! Jordan has such a temper anymore and he and Cody are constantly fighting,counseling is not helping, I'm so wore out and tired that I break down alot, I wish you were here I need your help so bad! Tomorrow will be 7 months since you left us, and it still hurts like it was today. I still have a long way to go............ Love Always Annette