Today I woke up again without you, only I realized that today was different, I didn't know what until I looked at the date on the phone, Oh my God I it sank in, today makes 6 months you've been gone. My body went weak and I dropped to my knees and cryed oout to God........ O Lord, I am torn up with grief. Guide Me Through These Dark Days I know you are there, but I cannot see past my sorrow and tears. Be with me, Lord, and do not take my unhappiness to heart. Rather, work within me to guide me through these dark days and bring your light to my life, so that I may see your goodness, even in my mourning. Amen After that A scense of peace overcame me, I felt your presence in the room, it helped me to understand that even though I can not see you, you are still here to help us through this pain. I only wished you could hold me, like you used to do, take away the pain and reassure me everything will be OK. I feel so lost and lonely, please help me though this day, be here by myside and show me the way. I Love you and always will, death can never take that away.