It's a sad time for us right now, it's baseball season, the time of year we always loved, coaching the boys, sitting in the stands yelling out encourgeing words, so proud at all the home runs, the pitches our sons would throw and strike the other players out. Their first game was the worst, they looked so sad as they looked out into the crowd searching for your face, listening for your voice yelling that's my boy! Not finding you their hearts sank and heads hung, I cried so hard and I knew they wanted to cause you never missed a game until now. But now it's just my face they see in the crowd, I have to make up for the both of us now. I am their biggest fan and the biggest mouth in the crowd, I let them know tha you are there in spirt and to play like you were watching and make you proud. And they really try hard to do just that. They are both very talented, but you know that, you taught them to play. I just wish you could have stayed with us long enough to get them raised, they really need you. We love you