hey dad we really miss you and know your in a better place now but we still wish you were here to see us grow up and live our life's but we know your in a better place now but this is 1 month without you but it's easing off a little bit and we know that you aren't coming back but your in a better place now and christmas is coming up and even though we wont have you down here with us you will be in heaven with christ we will really hurt but we know you wont be here in person maybe your soul will but not you in person WELL I LOVE AND MISS YOU I WISH YOU WOULD COME BACK WE KNOW THAT WON'T HAPPEN BUT WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YOU AND AFTER 1 MONTH WE HAVE ALL REALIIZED THAT YOU AREN'T COMING BACK THAT HURTS ALOT BUT KNOW YOU ARE LIVING HAPPY ( IN YOUR AFTERLIFE) JORDAN REALLY WANTS YOU HERE FOR HIS BIRTHDAY BUT HE KNOWS THAT YOU WONT (NOT IN PERSON) I WISH YOU WOULD BE HERE FOR MY BIRTHDAY ALSO BUT WE KNOW YOU ARE GONE AND NOT COMING BACK WELLL I LOVE YOU DAD AND MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!