Hey dad today was our first real holiday without you and it really sucked without you there to eat Thanksgiving dinner with us but we know you are happier in heaven and we hope that you are watching down on us and i wish you could be here to see my birthday in a few weeks i will be 14 and its goin to be hard on me really hard but i know you will be watching me and i hope you will be there with me to tell me happy birthday but dad all i want to say is I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO BAD well i hope your new life is better we all wish you the best of luck in heaven and we hope you wish us the best of luck here on earth well i love you dad