The pain is not gone, I still feel so alone, It's hard to believe you've been gone 1 year ago today, I still listen for the sound of your voice, wait for you to walk through the door. I wake each morning expecting you to be here, to wake from this bad dream. So much I still want to say to you, there are moments I forget and think to myself "I can't wait to tell you or show you something" I've even caught myself calling your phone. This house is so lonesome without you here. Our bed so big and empty, no arms to hold me close and make me feel secure. It's been a long hard year on all of us. Sometimes I want to give up and end it all, hoping if I did you'd be waiting on the other side for me. But I can't do that to our children, they have suffered enough. But someday soon we'll all be together again, and this life on earth will mean nothing while we're listening to the angels sing. I love you always, We will visit your resting place today, another hurddle to cross. See ya later